Raw honesty..
In my last post I talked about how honesty is a huge part of weight loss. So, I figured I would be honest with you all about where I have been in my journey.. Well. I've been flopping. Up 5 lbs.. Down 5lbs.. Up 6 pounds down 7lbs.. Up 7lbs.. You get the idea. My weight has flucuated up and down for months now. Why?! My head is not in the game. You see, back in March when I had the miscarriage I lost trust in my body. I didn't trust it to do what it was supposed to any more. Felt like my body failed me so I was going to fail it. So I started to half ass my workouts, eating more calories than I should then blaming my body for it all. My focus has been off. My mind isn't clear and head hasn't been in the game. You see, the relationship you have with yourself is no different than any other relationship. When the trust is broken it takes a lot of work to build it back. I am a laid back just let it go type of person. Only if something truly hurts me deeply do